| Sup all.
Brihs gotta be brihs.
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| Into your blue blue blues....into your blues!
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| Well.
I have little going on. My life has turned into sitting
around. I sit around in class. Around at home.
Sleeping.
I do homework. I watch tv. I sleep. I get by.
My motivation has suddenly disappeared. Usually I just breathe
deep. Its the only thing that brings temporary relief.
Everyday I wake up and remember that I have little to do.
Oh well.
Love Delicatessen.
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| UPDATING
Now I have this new shiny entry that can basically do anything. My life up till now:
Extremely happy
Extremely sad
Thats where I stand now, whew, that was a novel! Yeah I'm
sad. She's not around anymore. Thats about the saddest
thing that could happen. Its for tough reasons too. Like
being too young. Who do you get mad at for that? You
can't. You can't get mad at anyone. So there's no
anger. No breaking things, although the door to my closet has
slightly bent hinges now.
You wake up and it hits you. Not there, not gonna see her today,
not gonna be with her. And youre like, wtf pwned. Way to
snipe my shit right when I spawn out of slumber, life. You
sniping sonuvabitch.
Believe me, getting hit right outta bed sets the theme to your day. Not in a good way at all.
But what can you do? Nothing. I'm empty of something that I
can't replace. I can try to substitute something, but like I told
her, its like substituting Guinness for Natural Light. Heaven to
piss.
Everyone says that, in time, it gets better. But maybe I don't
wanna move on. Maybe I'm happier being sad about her, than
forgetting her and moving on. Maybe the slim connection I have to
her now makes me happier than no connection at all.
ANYWAYS
I'm Ben Hall, I'm sad. I eat skittles all day cause I got 6lbs of
them for Christmas. I think 2lbs of them are gone.
Maybe. My life is filled with school, skittles, and Halo/WoW.
Drinking is a bad idea, so I'm not sure when I'll be able to do that again.
Hit me up in any way. I guarentee I'm doing something that I'd be happy to put to the side.
Benjamin
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| Yo dudes waz up!?
Crunk yeah! Fuck yeah! Drunk yeah!
Duuuuuuuuuude!!!
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